Well, thinking is a burden, I have to take, but sometimes I just wanna shut down my head, cut off my ears and stick down my eyes. Feelings are overflowing and I'm starting to do hoping for more self-consciousness, more friendship, more love in my life... I care about the reproaching they do, the bullying... It's not about being unconscious, but about being different.
I never wanted to have fans like most of the others do. I am not interested in superficial relationships, that go on for days or weeks. I don't understand people who are friendly and happy all day, every day, every hour, every minute. They think I might be mad.
I just hope for